I asked my mother yesterday why it was I got irritated when there was no call for irritation, but when there was, I could rise to the occasion and be very sweet and patient. She said it is because I am contrary.
I think juvenility comes with going home. My will to rise and conquer fades, and the self-motivation isn't too high. In which case, I like being at college because then I'm more mature.
I have found out that my little sister plays soccer very sturdily, much to my satisfaction. I like seeing her stand up to some guy twice her size and kick the ball straight and hard, out of the way. Fearless is being eleven and taking on a highschool senior like Daniel Cannone.
And I dislike being extremely conscious that if I break anything, down to my little finger, I'll put off Basic until it heals.